18.6.04

Editting the Invite List

As hard as I've been fighting for my mother to show Ari equal affection I'm kind of hoping she won't show up tomorrow. The thought of having to deal with her all day makes me tired and physically ill. Actually dealing with her makes it that much worse. I'm hoping that playing host will keep me from her but I know she will do something to gain constant attention. It makes me angry. Tomorrow is Ari's day and I know somehow, someway, mom will make it about her. She will show up here empty handed and then spend three hours trying her damndest to steal the limelight from her own granddaughter.

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