We just watched the movie Big Eyes and I'm feeling so fucking triggered. Margaret Keane suffered from trauma that is so similar to the abuse that we have suffered. The girls had to leave the room briefly to get "air and sunshine" after it was over.
Yesterday I was reading an article about ways narcissistic parents abuse their children and all I could do was turn to Ari and apologize. I'm trying so hard not to bad mouth him so all I could do was repeat "I'm so, so sorry" over and over again.
We were abused and I'm helpless to guide my girls through it because that would be seen as bad-mouthing the other parent.
Lord only knows what he and Jason say about me to people.
Watch Big Eyes. It could save someone. Maybe you.
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