It's been a crazy emotional week. Yesterday I cried just because I was hot and tired. A couple of days before that I snapped at Mike for no reason and we had a huge fight. I thought knowing about these hormonal rages would make them easier to pinpoint and deal with but they really aren't. I tried to talk to Mike about why they happen and he was adamant that he didn't know or care why they happened so long as they weren't directed at him from now on.
Melanie came to visit and to plan baby shower stuff. We didn't get much planning done as I was happy to just catch up and there was a lot going on. We ordered pizzas and Emily and Valerie played with the kids. They all had a good time. Melanie wants a circus animal theme and while I'm not partial to circus animal themes I should fit right in as the tent. I'm looking forward to having my friends all in one place. It should be a lot of fun and I hope I get to sit on the couch and do nothing all afternoon. The truth is, the best part of this shower is going to be company. I'm really going to enjoy having someone to talk to. I guess having a little person inside of you doesn't eliminate loneliness completely.
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